I had to call you out on your bullshit, it had to come out.
I saw the way that you looked at her and I knew something was up.
You assured me that she was no threat to our solid family
but your browser history and 2am text messaging spoke louder.
Even when I confronted you, you couldn't even tell me the truth.
You tried to delete before I could see but your drunken fingers
told a different story.
You'll never make up your mind or really get what you want
because the tarot has told your story with 7 cups of wine,
you will always be indecisive and destroy
what's good to fit the time on your cell phone clock
which I will not miss waking me up.
I'm not sure how I manage to pick people who flip and flop .
I have allowed my emotions to unfold under this mercury retrograde.
Once again much like 4 months prior, I have elongated my posture
and built my own fire to which I blindly sat down on
without understanding it was my pyre.
This is all suppose to be a test,
yes but
although change is constant, I got attached
and continued to dive face first into that pool
that you offered up after the lighting stopped.
We have swam so many times after the storm and
now you don't want to swim anymore.
I made too many waves during the mercury retrograde.
